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Colder Night

It's colder than yesterday tonight I put some steps on the rail side Try to unkissed your smile the other night Because all I can think about is looking for a flight On a walk like this All the question marks aren't helping And if I run backward Can this track take me...

To Love You In A Hush

To look more than just a sight To listen more than just an overheard And to spell more than just a reading Here one complete package of me To walk as the lost steps To sound loud as the missing voices Take it as a small spark you’ll keep To light you up on some...

Have A Walk With Me

Close your eyes Breathe me in Can you feel the sparks I'm sending? And I was on the rooftop Replaying your voice notes And didn't know where I stand Think I might've lost And the jungle of you might've burnt But one flight is ok All I need to know is Will you take...

Your Oatmeal

Can I sing one of Chantal Kreviazuk’s songs this morning? So you’ll hear it It feels like home And I want to go home To the sound of your smile And the look of your voice   Can I send you a good morning on my daylight? It belongs to you But how was your sleep? I want...

Because I’m The Cup of Your Chai | #part2

I wonder why didn’t I just text her ‘good morning, have a great day today Aahna’ before, or just a simple ‘Hey I saw someone playing with her hair and it reminds me of you, hope you’re feeling a lot better now’ would mean something. But I didn’t. All I did was keep showing her how much I can’t deal with my insecurities while she is struggling with her own head.

Sleepless Nights

Is it how it is How darkness felt so long And you can’t even close your eyes Even with all the scary sound of your mind It’s a quite screams A silent call for help Longing for lights But what’s left Are just another dying sparks But it is how it is  ...

Titik Nadir; Sebuah Mitos

Kamu sedang susah tidur tapi tidak tau apa yang dipikirkan? Kamu sedang linglung kemana pergi dalam menjalani rutinitas harian dengan kepala seolah terasa penuh tapi tidak tau apa yang sedang dipikirkan? Atau kamu sedang tidak tau sama sekali apa yang sedang kamu cari? Atau malah sudah lupa cara tersenyum saat bercermin dan melihat diri sendiri?

“So be hurt now. Now is better than later”

I was meant to find a place to eat But I got lost I put my step on a half-lighted place And I met you and said “Let’s meet again” We had a good time We shared a great night And we said goodbye And keep up to one another   I was meant to stay home But I came over I’ve...

The Walk

This walk ain’t got easier The climb still took my breath The rocks still hit my knee The heavy rain still push me to stop and find a roof The wind still got me shivering And the dust still cling to the tip of my shoes This path ain’t got even The loads I bear still...

Sampan Tanpa Nahkoda

Pernah kau coba mendayung sampan padahal tidak bisa berenang? Gamang Takut tenggelam sedangkan badan belum siap dimakan air garam Sementara lautmu begitu luas Bagaimana harus aku seberangi Nahkodaku mati sebelum fajar pergi Dan kau kirim riak ke tepian dermaga kami...

Ditanya ‘Kapan Nikah’? Jawab Dengan Ini

Tidak usah terburu-buru dalam menemukan seseorang. Hidup ini bukan pacuan, kita tidak sedang balapan. Jadi tidak ada salahnya menunggu sesuatu terjadi seperti apa ia telah direncanakan. Just like what Julian once told me, “San, great scenarios take times”

I Need A Home

I was in my friend's balcony Replying to your good morning text and thinking Going back to the same feeling As you gave before you were leaving I count every steps I took Lost in the number where I saw your name in the book But do I get too far Or it's just how it is...

Because I don’t Know Physics

Caught up in a loud silence of your voice Trying to figure out the difference between vibrance and the inaudible waves inside my chest But I have kinetic energy in me It gets stronger every time I drown back into the momentum we had Now help me count how many joules...

Seratus Kupu-Kupu Telah Lahir

Sungguh elok ranum matahari sore kemarin Yang menjemput kantuk lebih cepat dari malam satunya Cerita mana yang belum sempurna tersampaikan Sementara senja sudah lama bersandar pada lusa Kemudian seratus kupu-kupu lahir dalam perutku Menggelembung dan meronta ingin...

The Jungle Of You

Lost in your lights ain’t my words But hit me like a real sword Now I’m bleeding And your name is a seed Foresting over my head Own every sunbeam every morning Come and have a walk with me Exploring the path and lose our breath In the jungle of you In the jungle of...

Yang Mana?

Coba ceritakan pelan-pelan Ujung senyumku yang mana yang terasa ambigu Yang kau cicip di awal tanggal tengah dulu Atau yang menyungging siang ini? Coba simak baik-baik Bisikku yang mana yang memeluk gerimismu Yang kuhantar lewat telinga kanan Atau yang menempel di...

Madu

Temui aku di belakang punggung makhluk malang yang kenyang oleh mesra fiktifmu Nanti Belum sekarang. Peluk gerimisku di bawah atap tirismu Sekarang Jangan pakai nanti. __________________________________________________________________________ Co-Wife (?) ...