"So be hurt now. Now is better than later"

I was meant to find a place to eat

But I got lost

I put my step on a half-lighted place

And I met you and said “Let’s meet again”

We had a good time

We shared a great night

And we said goodbye

And keep up to one another

I was meant to stay home

But I came over

I’ve got a dozen hours for you

And I said “It’s a present”

We had a good time

We shared another warm laughter

And we said goodbye

And got closer to one another

You were meant to leave

But you came over

You’ve got days for me

And we walked the town and you said “I have a great night”

We got lost and kissed

We had a good time

And we said goodbye

And attached to one another and you said “Please bear with me”

We were meant to be happy

But my insecurities ruined it

And you said “if your insecurities are this high I don’t think there is much that I can do about it”

I got lost in my shadow side

We’re not having a good time

And not sure if I have to say goodbye

Or should I say “Please bear with me”?

“So be hurt now. Now is better than later”